the impossible becoming possible...it begins

 This blog is interesting.  It's really a time stamp specifically for me to reminisce a couple times a year.

I have been learning a lot about everything.  Since Covid I've lived a recluse like lifestyle.  I sit daily in my sacred space, focusing on the pillars of my life which currently are the following:

1) Finances:  After a year and. half of loss I am seeing growth, BTC and Stocks are exploding due to many reasons.  It's a great focus right now and I've been tested time and again to prepare for this very time.  It's time to see vast amounts of change in my skill and ability concerning money management, increase and my overall relationship with mammon.

2) Family: My daughter is taking a break from secular school and attending CCBC, where I went in 1999.  My boy getting solid grades, staying current and aimed at possible college UNLV.  My wife runs a small thrift market and has excelled in church, relationships and her inner life.

3) Health: I weigh 178lbs which is incredible.  And it's all muscle.  Over the last 2 years I have become a different human being and the body I possess is strong, balanced and able.  My wife is my gym partner and I am grateful for her commitment.

4) Lawsuit: After 2 plus years this should be over.  I ended up receiving 6 million for a 25 million dollar business which cost me 2+ million plus taxes which left me with just a couple million in value.  I was found in breach of a contract and was held accountable of the actions and direction of others.  I know this is programmed into my destiny and I have learned to see life in very different way than most humans.  However, the coming years I know will bring increase, benefit and restoration.

This life has been challenging.  From my childhood to my current state, a massive drama unthinkable and unimaginable.  Even the best of writers could not come up with such a true dramatic story.  Yet, if the story ended now it would be a tragedy even though I have found inner balance.  So, deep within I know, I sense just as I have throughout my life, that how this story unfolds from this moment on will be one of inspiration where the impossible becomes possible and the effect permeates through millions.  Yes, millions.

I am here to inspire, not only myself and my family but millions of humans worldwide.  Some how and some way, the story unfolding is written and is being acted out.  Trauma and drama had to come, trial upon trial was a must, collapse and tragedy had to come because what is coming will be the outcome of all the previous insane life experiences.  And it will be awe inspiring to all who have the benefit of glancing upon the narrative.  So unbelievably no one would even think to believe it was/is a true story.

The impossible possible, the unseen seen, the truth revealed.  2023 was the best year of my life.  God bring honor and deep joy in 2024, amen 🙏 

My journey to date:

  The journey of discover, personal freedom and liberation for myself was not something that was handed to me on a silver platter. No, this evolution was something that took immense courage, resilience, and spiritual growth to navigate the innermost depths of my soul. I stepped away from the warm embrace of being accepted and respected, and into the discomforting waters of deep reflection, growth and spiritual alchemy.  

My journey began with a mystical journey of self-healing, to uncovering and tapping into my inner power of persistence and strength. I decided to take a stand against all of the inner turmoil and pressures that were inflicted on me by society and those around me. It was not easy, and it took me exactly 16 long months to finally notice the impact that making this decision had on me.  

More importantly, I realized that this journey was not a matter of life and death - it was a matter of life enhancing my potential and unlocking limitless potential. I realized that if I could remain open and explore every experience without total rejection or contempt, I would become unconquerable. I learned that my reputation, power, and ability to influence others were not only rooted in my profession and the external world, but also within me.  

The only real power and influence I have is my own, and I'm free to use it to create whatever kind of life I want. That's the ultimate gain I received from my journey - the gift of self-liberation and freedom. No longer can I be controlled by external pressure or inner turmoil. I can now confidently move forward with a greater awareness of the truth within me and take complete ownership of the life I am creating.

The past decade of my life has been a rollercoaster ride. From the highest of highs and the lowest of lows, I learned invaluable lessons about resilience, courage, and strength. I was shaken to my core, but I rose from the ashes, flew with the wings of courage, and ultimately won back my freedom, reputation and influence. There is now nothing stopping me from achieving everything I dream of and I'm ready and willing to take on any challenge that comes my way. 

And so I stand here today, with the wisdom of my past experiences, the courage to be my own person, and the tenacity to keep pushing forward. The phoenix of my spirit has risen, and I am now ready to take on the world and make the most of the opportunities that come. May you find peace and prosperity in your journey.