Day ThirtySix

When you are addicted to drugs I've found that you spend the majority of your time thinking about drugs.  How to get them, how much you have, is it pure, do I have enough to last, and the list goes on.  When you are consumed in your thinking about one thing for so long your life then demonstrates what you want and think about the most.

Drug intake today: 3 kratom, cannabis, nicotine.

There is a reason why it's so hard to get out from under the slavery of addiction.  You've spent years building this life that supports and craves your drug of choice and in so doing your life demonstrates what you truly want.

Whatever you think about most you tend to create.  You give power to your thoughts and it brings to life your fantasies and imaginations.  However, some are good and some are bad.  The goal is then, seek the most balanced way.

When you make a decision always weigh the advantages and disadvantages.  You'll find you'll make more balanced choices and you'll know when you're unbalanced.  Seek after things that will serve people and bring joy into the world.  If you do you will receive it much more in return.

If we could only know the secrets to life earlier.